I got an email today... It was soo simple but it really made me feel everything she wanted... Amazing how she does that... I just wan to take this moment to appreciate an amzing part of my life. I haven't talked to her in weeks, but still it felt like eons ago. I miss her so much... They're all on holidays now till next year, while I still have exams to come hmmm~ still have a long way to go. I miss how we always end each other's sentences, and how we never care about what others think, we just enjoy it all. It bites being alone at times, I have great friends here, but a person can't refrain from missing that one person who seems to know every strand on your hair, your little details and even the way you walk. She was always the first and the last one I would talk to about almost anything. In retrospect, I think God really put great people in your life, all you gotta do is open eyes and see them smiling brightly in front of you.

She sent me another email saying she's been on an honor roll, man, I'm just really proud of that girl. She really deserves the best everything. Brighton University in U.K was her choice for an advance education, haven't really heard any updates about that but hopefully she still gets a shot at getting in. I pray for that. Besides her unbelievable intelligence, she has such a soft side for humour. Other people find my humuor different, especially if you don't know me, but with her, all i have to say is "Hey, I have a joke..." and the laughing starts right there. One thing I don't appreciate, is how people would judge her. How can they expect a glass of water to fill up a whole dam? Expectations with the bars raised beyond the skies are always on her shoulders. I just wish everyone would let take a breath as well, she's only human, but remember she's an astonishing glass of water:)

Being that she's destined to climb the stages for awards and recognitions, I always enjoy moments like those especially if I'm watching. I always try my bet to be supportive the way she has been to me. I never told her this, but whenever she gets on stage or does something extravagant, my heart would always be proud and a tear would be shed. To see someone you know and love to be recognized, you can't help but be the loudest person screaming her name, be the loudest one applauding and be the one who shares her glory. I really have to say, she's one o a kind. I remember during one of our PRYNSA days, we were watching a stand up by Chris Rock and I remembe how hard we laughed. The whole team in the bus looked at us as if we were mad, but like I said wehave no regrets :)The rocking on the bus that day was mostly our fault, not the road. Heh~~

I just got back from Makati today, and Ka Siti asked why don't I invite any of my friends over, I said they're too busy and I doubt they'll be allowed. Hearing her ask this really pushed me to go out and take a walk through the dusk, wore my coat and started taking steps. I looked around branded shops, Gucci and Versace... and I came across a shirt saying "little Miss Shopaholic" couldn't stop myself from buying it. There was also a sale on m&m's, so that doubled how much I missed her, tripled as soon as I read her emails. I just hope she's doing good, and I mean in all aspects, life, love and everything else. I can't wait to see her again, to see her open the door when I knock her door, the way she opened the door to our amazing hopefully everlasting friendship, and lead me in. She caught me offguard, but I guess that was part of the huge plan.

Midge, if you're reading this... then you must be reading this haha (FYI, that was a joke heh~)Can't wait to see you bud... Salut... Tu me manques mon ami...