Change is really something inevitable ain't it?? It's God's will. It's His will if our dreams change, it's His will if ur hearts tend to fall and break and most of all it's His will on what steps you take. When you get to that phase in your life where there are tons of decisions hanging in front of you; don't pick. Let God do that for you, He'll know what's the best one for you. Honestly, all I need is just time with my thoughts to get my stuff together and make an informed decision. I'm really tired of just being all depressed and sad, so I might as well spend the time being sad on being closer to Him. You gotta keep the fight alive in, "I can feel the pressure" but I can't give up. Ladies and gentlemen, life isn't all fun and games, I'm sure you all know that, but honestly when it's literally only you alone, it gets much much harder than one thinks. Here's a tip for all of you... Pray... you're not alone, you have Him... I'm just hear to face the music... and listen and maybe even play some... Goodbye people... Godbless you all... Bye