-A mind, a thought, a cup of coffee and the stars-
It's been such a weekend since the passing of all the assignments, quizs and reports. I've really needed it just to get things together, because apparently when you're so busy in life, you tend to forget the things you love as well as the people you love. I can't wait for the exams to be done and over with. Wow... amazingly, I'm proud to say that, ladies and gentleman, I am about to finish my first year in University. It's been tough... a long bumpy road and the car I'm riding has lights that aren't that bright, but I'm managing. Last night, Ka Siti and I went to Eastwood and ate at a 70's themed diner. After we got home, I left again to grab a cup of coffee at SBC(Seattles Best Coffee) and then walked around the city and sat at this bench at Greenbelt 3; drinking and trying to write my thoughts by connecting the stars. Alright alright time to get artsy~
I can hear my thoughts loudly
louder than any horn or conversation around
they want to say something
something heavy yet will make me feel light
Papers and ink, cut and stain my hands
i breathe and breathe
still i gasp for the air I need
Why?
The bench is empty
but I know God's still beside me
He tells me to continue life
to love what's happening; good or bad
"When I'm weak, I am Strong"
People pass by me all the time
They seem happy; laughing smiling... living
I didn't HAVE that... I still have that
I need to just open my eyes
not at the world, but at myself
my reflection isn't missing its other half
I've just been standing too much to the side
Hahaha Funny ain't it? It's a realisation moment for me. Expression. And one more thing, I really miss my family. Luckily, I've learnt to cook alot of dishes, so I can't wait to spoil them. To all my friends, both here and abroad, thank you... for everything. I am really excited to get that tatoo that says "I'm a product of the people I love". To the one I love... Thank you. I trust you... Just be happy with all the decisions you make, I'll support you endlessly... no doubt. I love you. To the greates one of all; God. I'm but a vessel of your bidding. A branch, an extension of your love and teachings. You have taught us rightness, and by rightness I shall live and continue my service to You till my time comes. I love You, God... Thank you readers... Remember, life is not about where you are, it's about what you did to get there... :)Godbless...
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