Ever been torn between two decisions? I have... more than once actually. I think it's just a way for God to keep us empowered although sometimes, I can't help but wonder what we're all made for. It scares me... constantly. It keeps pondering in my mind of what exactly we are to do with our lives. A huge question; a challenge that everyone goes through. Who am I to question Him? Although, I have no doubt in His ways... All I want is a sign... A sign to know where I'm headed and what's this thing people refer to as destiny? My pages aren't done being written, but I already want to read the ending. Patience is something I have, I know I can pull through, but lately, I've been seeing hearing feeling things I can't seem to understand, things I can't read with my naked eyes. It's not bothering my mind as much as it's bothering my heart and my soul. My mind thinks straight but my soul is screaming for an answer to it all. I know we're all meant for so much more...so much... I can never give up even if I wanted to... I was made this way... A man who has a good mind yet always tends to use his heart. A problem or an advantage?? For now, I leave it all to Him... He knows all... and with my humble life I trust Him... I just want to be at peace, to know what I'm meant for... No rush, I'll wait...