Friday, November 27, 2009

-Still just breathing-

Another day... Yes, everyday here is almost just like another day. School and home are mostly in my schedule everyday, I don't blame anyone, I chose this, so I live with it, but, would it also be my fault if I said that I miss you very much?? So much, that it seems every cloud spelt out your name, every star seemed to remind me of your undenying smile and how every time I'm asleep, I know it's your name I whisper.

Distance is really a huge burden, to almost anyone in a situation like this. Approximately, 751miles away from me. Voulumes and volumes of water to swim across and dense lands to go through, but I would do it, all just for you. I don't think I've ever seen the night sky so dark, I'm guessing it's all just due to the fact that you're not here to light up my nights and to brighten my days. I'm overjoyed hearing how happy you are, doing what ypu've always loved. Seeing you smile like that is really amazing. I don't need to use fancy words to explain you, you already do that yourself. The greatest works of art don't need people to say how beautiful it is, it already knows it.

Your eyes... I miss staring into those beautiful eyes. The way we never seem to plan for something good to happen, the way it always was with us in the first place, up till now. The world isn't round, its an oblate spheroid, and that's how I know, nothing is perfect in our lives... Yeah, that's what I thought as well, till I met you. Plenty of things are always bringing me down, and I constantly find myself on the edge. I'm looking over, but I don't want to jump... I don't want to jump cause when I look behind me, there you are and everything just seems right again. I'm but a simple man, a hopeless romantic at times, but rest assured, every choice I made is for me... and for you... I know it's gonna be all worth it, you're the reason I'm still here and the reason I'm still breathing...

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